God says that he will never give us more than we can handle, but some times I think that he has too much confidence in me. I have been having to deal with more children than I have been able to wrap my sanity around. I have not been able to keep my house clean so that I or my family can really function in it and I have been going completely pissy on the people around me. In my reality I can not handle what I have been dealt and I going crazy.